The past few days have been good. Taking a four day rest from working out and I think this break is very well placed. Been reflecting on a lot and things are becoming much clearer.
Might have lost an old friend yesterday due to what I felt was complete self-absorption on their part. I felt so strong speaking my mind though. It seems some people see me as being needy or like what they have to offer is so important or necessary to me that I’ll put up with or accept anything. GET THE **** OUTTA HERE!!! Life is too short. I’ve already spent a nice portion of time wishing and waiting depending on other people to fulfill my need for happiness. NO MORE.
I take it all for what it’s worth. I see the silver lining standing out before me. I appreciate the energy given, the chance to feel that of another, the chance to glimpse at all that has, could and yet might never be. The chance to learn that which could only be taught through experience. That chance that stands before you only once. I see & accept it all. For it is a part of me in ways only I can understand.
I am that I am, truly a GEM! All that I go through just serves as ways to refine and polish. I WAS MEANT TO SHINE AND SO I WILL!